Deep Within

The semester has been filled so much fuck ups that I wished that I could just crash and burn. Personal problems, design work, endless submissions are taking its toll on me. I often wished that i could talk to someone, someone close, perhaps  I might feel better. But the truth is, i couldn’t bring myself [...]

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last goodbye

Holding on to hope,
I dun see any
Holding on to you
where have you gone to?
My eyes are closing
this is the end
Another chapter’s ending
story of my life
The last goodbye,
so much sorrow.
where will i go,
I will never know.

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Sometimes (I Wish)

If I was a simple man,
Would we still walk hand in hand?
And if I suddenly went blind,
Would you still look in my eyes?
What happens when I grow old?
And all my stories have been told?
Will your heart still race for me?
Or will it march to a new beat?
If I was a simple man
If I was a [...]

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help.

Nothing feels right these days anymore. I am not keen about design, the food in my mouth tastes odd,  nothing seem to make me smile. Even the guitar, my only solace, is failing me.
Why do i always turn out this way? Was it the way i was born? Was destiny written even before I live [...]

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Remember to forget.

He sits on his bed, listen to radiohead, typing a prose. He tries to forget, but doesn’t seem to be able to. He plays the guitar, and for a moment he is able to soothe himself temporarily. He drinks alcohol, but it doesn’t seem to help. He thinks about work, but gets caught up with [...]

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creep.

When you were here before,
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You’re so very special
But I’m a creep,
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doin’ here?
I don’t belong here
I don’t care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want [...]

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ikinomo

my new toy – can’t wait to start exploring with it!

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